I want to be a writer

There universe, I said it. I am putting it out there. That is what I WANT.

And I am working on it.

I'm on page 100, of a YA book.

AND I hate it, I want to delete everything, writing totally sucks, I want to crawl into bed and hibernate.





I hope your happy.

Book Recommendation- A Tree Grows in Brooklyn

I think it is safe to say that I have a soft spot in my heart for immigrant fiction. Thats why I love this coming of age tale of a second generation American, Francie Nolan, who grows up in Brooklyn in the early 20th century. She reads a book a day- alphabetically. I wish I were so dedicated! And yes, like most fiction involving Irish-American immigrants, the family is poor and the father is an alcoholic. Despite those facts, Francie has a beautiful outlook on life, and I admire her for that. I also like this book a lot because the Irish and Brooklyn accents really do come out in the younger character's dialogs, which is really enjoyable. I would definitely recommend this book, and it is a pretty quick and easy read.

Book Recommendation: The Lovely Bones

This is one of my favorite books ever! I cried 3 times! The narrator is a little girl who has been murdered, and she narrates from heaven, while she watches her family cope with their grief, as well as watching her murderer carry on with his life. The movie is to be released this December, and the big name actors are Susan Sarandon, Mark Wahlberg, and Rachel Weisz.

Author Spotlight: Chuck Palahniuk

Known for his crude humor, satirical stories, and sarcastic characters, this is one of my absolute favorite authors! I saw him on his book tour for Rant, and he is so funny and nice! I just love him.

His list of fiction (* indicates a novel that I personally read)

Fight Club (1996) Yes it is a little embarrassing that I have not read his inarguably most famous book- but I have seen the movie with Brad Pitt and Edward Norton maybe 10 times. I don't have time to read everything people!

*Invisible Monsters (1999) This one is my personal favorite. I can't go into too many details, because like many of Palahniuk's books, it is full of crazy twists- including the book beginning near the end of the story- but thats to be expected in his books. Everyone should check it out- they are making it into a movie in 2010! I must say that makes me pretty excited!

Survivor (1999) Seeing as this book is collecting dust on my bookshelf as we speak, this will most likely be the next Palahniuk that I will read. From what I know about it, it starts at the end of the story- and it's about the last surviving member of a death cult (everyone else has committed suicide).

*Choke (2001) Though a movie was made from this book (...it wasn't very good...) this was not my favorite book. Sometimes I am not a big fan of how his books end. It did keep me laughing and entertained though!

Lullaby (2002) This is a really personal book for Chuck. He wrote this after his father's murder- and while contemplating his stance on capital punishment- and whether or not the murderer should receive the death sentence. The book is about a journalist investigating SIDS deaths. At each home, an African book of poems is found, opened at the same page. The lullaby has the power to kill people, and by memorizing the poem, the narrator becomes an accidental serial killer.

*Diary (2003) This is another one where I didn't love the ending, but I loved the story! It was creative, and it kind of reminded me of LOST. I would recommend it even though I thought the ending was a little weird.

Haunted (2005) Scheduled to be the next of his book to movies- this novel is interestingly written. It is comprised of short stories that tie in to the main plot line. After ever story, there is a chapter by the narrator. The short story "Guts" that I previously blogged about can be found in this book.

*Rant (2007) Oddly enough, this is the first Palahniuk book I read, and it was also the dirtiest! Haha! I loved it though, again it's a hilarious book. It is written in the form of interviews and the characters are all very different and interesting in their own rights.

Snuff (2008) One of his dirtiest novels, this is the story of a woman attempting to break the record for basically the most sexual partners in a porn, in one setting. If I remember correctly, there are 600 men attempting to be a part of this event. One of them is a relative... interesting and full of plot twists.

Pygmy (spring 2009) This book is scheduled to come out in May. It revolves around a foreign exchange student-terrorist that has a goal of blowing up millions of Americans with his science project.

Book Recommendation

I had to read this for a class I took this semester: Ghost Stories and context. It's great! It's not really about ghosts, more about the supernatural. It's cool because it has a nonlinear timeline and three different narrators. Despite that, it isn't that hard to follow. It's set on an island in 1980- and those living on the island are all descendants of former slaves. It's a matriarchal society and is heavily influenced by hoodoo. It sounds weird but it isn't really, it's just good!

Author Spotlight: JK Rowling

I wont lie- it makes me really mad when people wont read Harry Potter because they think it's stupid. The series has sold over 400 million copies worldwide, and the brand is worth $15 billion. I think that makes it worth checking out, right?

Here are my favorite Harry Potter books, in the order from favorite to least favorite.

The Half- Blood Prince (6th)- I loved this one because it was dark and sad and I felt like the characters grew up the most in this book. And you don't know if Snape is good or bad, and by the end of the book you are convinced he is bad. Plus everyone starts falling for each other. I just love it.

The Order of the Phoenix (5th)-again, I loved this one because it was so dark. And who doesn't cry when Sirius dies? It's just sad, but I love it.

Prisoner of Azkaban (3rd)- like I said, I love Sirius. So when he escapes from Azkaban, and you don't know if he is good or bad- it's a page turner. And Hermione has the time turner in this book, which I thought was cool.

The Sorcerer's Stone (1st)- I mean it's the first book, it is where I got hooked. I dont have much more to say but that. Also it's short and you could read it in a day or two.

The Chamber of Secrets (2nd)- While this movie is terrible, it's a pretty cool book. I liked how Ginny was controlled by Riddle's diary- and this book is where you start learning more about Voldemort.

Goblet of Fire (4th)- After reading it this first time, and seeing the movie three times, I cannot possibly read this again. I tried and couldn't get through it. I hated to Triwizard Tournament. I thought it was super distracting from the plot.

The Deathly Hallows (7th)- Might as well be called The Extended Camping Trip. I thought it was boring until the final battle, I thought Ron was a little bitch, and I do not understand how they could possibly be making two movies out of this book. Hmph.

The Tales of Beedle the Bard-If you are planning on picking this up to learn more about Harry Potter, you are in for a disappointment. I read this in about 25 minutes, and it's just 5 fairy tales with commentary by Dumbledore. It sounds cooler than it is. But, the proceeds from the book go to the Children's High Level Group, a charity that JK Rowling started in 2005. The group benefits children living in institutions- whether they are orphaned or disabled. So in summary: good cause, not the greatest book. But if you are an HP fan, it would be great to add to the collection!

Book Recommendation

The Host by Stephenie Meyer

As a reader of the Twilight series by Meyer, I was intrigued to read her attempt at an adult sci-fi novel. I was not disappointed! While it is not a work of literary genius or even stunning with it's originality, it was a good, fun story. I wont lie, I even cried once. The idea of aliens taking over human bodies isn't original. I mean if you read the Animorph series as a kid, you already know the premise of this book. But in The Host the aliens are here to help rather than hurt. It is a story of survival, with a sci-fi, romantic twist. I would recommend it to any girl that has the time (it's a little on the lengthy side).

Author Spotlight: Joseph Conrad

This past semester I had to take a class that consisted of ALL Conrad, All the time. While I would not recommend it, I think this experience has given me a pretty valid opinion, so here goes. Also, for those of you that know that the enjoyability of a class is directly related to the personality of the teacher that instructs it, I would like to note that I LOVED this teacher. She was nice and understanding and I would have hated Conrad more had I not taken this class with her.

Here is the list of books I read for this semester:

Heart of Darkness (1899)
Lord Jim (1900)
Falk (1901)
Typhoon (1902)
The Mirror of the Sea (1904-1906)
The Secret Agent (1907)
Il Conde (1908)
The Secret Sharer (1909)
Victory (1915)

In my humble opinion, Conrad is one of the most boring, redundant, and dry authors I have ever come across. All of the books previously mentioned, with the exception of The Secret Agent take place at sea, on an island, ship, port, ect. There are generally some sort of tortured heroes, self-sacrificing women, and big storms. DO NOT read Mirror of the Sea. This is a collection of essays about sailing, the topics include: the importance of wind, the relationships between captains and crewmen, and the role an anchor plays on a ship. It put me to sleep every time I picked it up. If I had to recommend some Conrad, I would say that Victory was decent, and The Secret Agent was not unbearable. Hitchcock made a film about the later (Sabotage 1936). And lastly, for the record, Heart of Darkness is incredibly overrated.

stuff i want to read over christmas break

These are in Order

-I never had the time to finish it, so I'm going to reread it!
Hot Russian adultery at it's best

-I bought this because of that recomendation from JK Rowling and it has a cool first line:
"I write this sitting in the kitchen sink"
The narrator is a seventeen year old girl, living with her family in a castle, who wants to become a writer.
-Apparently this is really artsy fartsy, and critics say it reshapped American Literature. whatever, we will see.

I mean if you know me, I love The Catcher in the Rye. I mean I probably will name my kid Holden. And I have heard people say that this is even better. That's hard to consider but we will see!

Breaking Dawn- Book Review

Well. I purchased the book at 12:01 am on Friday and finished it at 4 pm on Sunday. Despite that, I was a little disappointed. The first book was a delicious guilty pleasure. The next two were enjoyable for sure. This one seemed a little cheap. I felt the same way about the last Harry Potter, but at least JK Rowling had some B list character's dying. I mean Hedwig, Mad Eye, one of the twins... all that was sad. Mrs. Weasley called Ms. Lestrang a bitch. Big fight scene. Everything was memorable. LITERALLY nothing too exciting happened in Breaking Dawn. Bella became a vampire like we all knew she would, she had sex with Edward, AND manages to get a baby out of it, which no one knew was possible. Even Jacob imprinted and Bella wont have to worry about not being able to be his friend anymore. A little cheesy if you ask me. Nothing was left out of order, and everyone got their happy ending. There was a huge battle that wasn't even fought, and the only character that died was one that I don't even remember from the previous three. All in all... I still read it in three days. I still enjoyed reading it... but I'm going to have to give it a B-. It just left a bad taste in my mouth as a wrap up to a series.

final remark: worth the read, but don't have super high hopes.

Previously on Lost

So, to keep everyone fresh on lost, even when the season is over, every Thursday I want to blog about Lost. If you are like me, you probably have noticed several biblical references in the show. These parallels are what interests me the most in the show. The following is taken from lostpedia.com:

Biblical References in regards to Jacob
-Jacob is a great-great-grandfather of Aaron (elder brother of Moses)
-Jacob married Rachel, who was apparently barren, but later amazingly gave birth to Joseph and Benjamin .She died whilst giving birth to Benjamin
-Another name for Tribulation is "The Time of Jacob's Trouble" Jeremiah 30:5-7
The tribe of Benjamin's women and children were all killed, and the remaining members of the tribe could not longer proliferate. The historical solution they came up with was to kill the men from another sub-tribe and take their women and children. Women are unable to carry to term on the Island, and the Others have been taking women and children from Oceanic Flight 815.

American Idol

Girl Winner:


Boy Winner:



I think Kyle should have made it to 24:



But i am most upset that Josiah didnt make it

Les Miserables

Love is the foolishness of men, and the wisdom of God.

1984

"It was curious to think that the sky was the same for everybody, in Eurasia or Eastasia as well as here. And the people under the sky were also very much the same—everywhere, all over the world, hundreds or thousands of millions of people just like this, people ignorant of one another's existence, held apart by walls of hatred and lies, and yet almost exactly the same—people who had never learned to think but were storing up in their hearts and bellies and muscles the power that would one day overturn the world."

The Tempest

Our revels now are ended. These our actors,
As I foretold you, were all spirits, and
Are melted into air, into thin air:
And, like the baseless fabric of this vision,
The cloud-capped towers, the gorgeous palaces,
The solemn temples, the great globe itself,
Yea, all which it inherit, shall dissolve,
And, like this insubstantial pageant faded,
Leave not a rack behind. We are such stuff
As dreams are made on; and our little life
Is rounded with a sleep.

The Catcher in the Rye

I keep picturing these little kids playing some game in this big field or rye and all. Thousands of little kids, and nobody's around - nobody big, I mean, except me. And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff - I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. That's all I'd do all day. I'd just be the catcher in the rye and all. I know it's crazy, but that's the only thing I'd really like to be. I know it's crazy.

The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I would go to my bedroom window and stare at my reflection in the glass and the trees behind it and just listen to the song for hours. I decided then that when I met someone I thought was as beautiful as the song, I should give it to that person. And I didn’t mean beautiful on the outside. I meant beautiful in all ways. So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them. And in this moment, I swear we were infinite.

Christmas Continued.

i need help!! my family is so hard to shop for. they either have everything they want or they dont like anything.

ok a few interests are:
-golf
-cooking
-flowers
-baseball
-scrap booking
-animals

these are all adults. ugh. i hate shopping for my family. i think they hate everything i get them.

Christmas Wish List

I never blog. Im sorry. I also never ask for anything that i actually do want for christmas, so Im making a list. Im sick of people wasting their money on me lol. If you insist on buying me stuff, buy me this stuff:

From American Apparel
$38- cranberry


From American Apparel
In mauve/army $28



From Delias
$52


From Delias
$24.50



From Target
$100


From Target
$59



From Target
$60



Thats all for now! haha

Good Causes

Inspired by previous blogs by Emily and Cameron... here are a bunch of cute t-shirts that donate the proceeds from the shirts to charities!

INVISIBLE CHILDREN

Proceeds will benefit the children of Uganda that are being forced to fight in war. Visit the store and support the cause.

To Write Love on Her Arms

Proceeds go to fighting depression. Goal for 2007 is to contribute $100k to the treatment, recovery and support of young people facing depression, addiction, suicide and self-injury. Help them by buying a cute shirt from their store!

PROJECT EDIN
FEED THE MODELS-SAVE THE WORLD

100% of proceeds raised from T-Shirt sales will support EDIN’s innovative eating disorder prevention programs. Visit the store!

XXXchurch

This organization helps people deal with their addiction to pornography, and also tries to help people in the porn industry. STORE

HOUSE

Cool! The cast of House encourages you to purchase a shirt-All proceeds from these T-shirt sales will go to NAMI (National Alliance on Mental Illness.) Get one at the store!

In Case you want a Good Cry

At work today we talked about super sad scenes from movies and shows... here's a few


Crash




One Tree Hill



The OC



The Family Stone




Er- SOOOO long ago, when Carter and Lucy are dating and she dies

Jim and Pam

Jaye sent me this
its very sad

This weeks postsecret

how do we feel about the mini movie?



i think i like the old way better

i need you to love it like i do

Hairspray ( awful recording but YAY)





Favorite part of Newsies




LOVE Rent!

aw lamb

taken from perez hilton.

A lamb was born in New Zealand this past week that was so severely deformed that it was set to be put to sleep for it own good, a local newspaper reported.

The poor little creature came out with SEVEN legs - an extra set of front legs and three back legs.

The seven-legged lamb lamb was also hermaphrodite, and was missing a part of its bowel so was unable to pass feces.

It was this latter problem, rather than the fact it had seven legs, that meant the poor little lamb had to be euthanized.

“It’s quite a happy bright wee lamb, he’s just slowly going downhill really,” said a veterinarian that treated the animal. “To keep it alive is probably inhumane really.”

Sweet dreams little guy!

loves it

upon my arival, i either learn to swim or drown.
As i struggle for air, i see only water, and i reach for anything as a cry for help.
I feel my body growing weak, slipping away
It occurs to me, that my cries are worthless
Acknowleding death,I feel my body growing weak, slipping away,
and i begin to sing praises to the one
as I sink to my salty grave, I drown


Let it be a sweet sweet sound

have you heard about the cat..

that predicts death?
i kid you not.

Anna Karenina, Part I

Part One is only about 1/7th of the book, which is divided into 4 parts.
Anna Karenina does not appear until over half way through Part One.

So far, Dolly is married to this man that has an affair with their children's governess. She finds it hard to forgive him, but when her husband brings his sister, Anna, to the house, the women talk about life and love, ect. and the couple eventually makes up. Dolly's younger sister, Kitty, is about at the age where Russian women get married, and since she is so pretty she's getting a lot of attention from several men. She loves a man named Vronsky, and he sees her as a close friend but not as a wife. A man named Levin, who is Dolly's husband's childhood friend, is in love with Kitty and proposes to her, but she turns him down in hopes that Vronsky will propose to her.

Anna and Kitty meet, and Kitty is fascinated by her, and becomes close with her very quickly. Near the end of Anna's stay, there is a ball, to which the whole town goes. Vronsky and Anna hit it off, and Kitty realizes that Vronsky is already in love with Anna, and Anna has feelings for him as well (though she is trying to supress them, since she has a husband and child at home).

Ashamed of how she hurt Kitty, Anna leaves the next day to go home to her estate. Vronsky follows her onto the train to the city he lives in (Petersburg, I think..) hoping that he will run into her and have the chance to be with her.

More later. I havent been reading as diligently as i would like.

Look what was outside my door this morning

favorite singer, favoirte book

Mindy White, of Lydia, one of my favorite bands, is as big of a nerd as me.




im very happy about this

Enrique Gonzalez

He's a painter from Lexington, I have one of his pieces... its a blond girl dancing with an umbrella. i really love his paintings

this is the one i want the most

hottest dance ever?

Emo Girl

I would just like to know where she got her definitions of music genres.
but... go ahead and fast forward to the end... its funny.

Photography

I have a photography company
i only work with bands, but i love it.. so you can check it out and add me on myspace because i like having friends!!

Book Summary

I dont know about you, but I have a really hard time remembering what happened in a book about a year after reading it. Therefore, my blog is going to mainly be about book's and summarizing them...probably chapter by chapter. I'm mainly going to be doing this for me, and i will try to put up a big disclaimer so I wont give anything away if you wanted to read the book. yay!

In your face, lewis

The book outsold the movie the first day.
cameron and i were right
bitch

What if the 7th book

ended like this....




hahah
i would laugh

Abandoned House

So theres this abandoned house way out in jessamine county, right before the river...



courtney hamm and Idecided to explore it



outside there was a creepy shed



and the side pourch had a broken pourch swing and an old christmas tree



the first level had this coat hanging by itself right by the door



the light fixture on the ceiling was fallen down



and there were holes throughout the ceiling





there was still food on the counter, and dishes in the cabinents and in the sink



there was junk lying everywhere



and creepy babydolls



plus a dilapidated fireplace



and a game of life thrown about in the corner



upstairs the windows were broken, and the roof was rotting



there was grafitti everywhere



and the furniture was flipped on its side





gross and creepy huh